A lesson learned

God has a stinky sense of humour, he really has.

Have you ever had the feeling where certain things or scenarios keep repeating themselves in your life and you get that realization; “damn I can’t believe I am in this space AGAIN!” And it pisses you off?! Have you ever wondered why that happens?

I’ve had that happen in different areas of my life. I am aware it happens and used to think to myself “yeah this always happens to me” and get on with it and treat it the way I usually do.

However, recently I’ve come to realize that the only reasons they keep re-presenting themselves is because we haven’t endured the lesson, but rather side stepped it. We haven’t confronted or worked through it, but run away from it, which is why it keeps reoccurring. When we work through it, work with it and learn the lesson, only then does it stop showing it’s ugly head. (no shit Sherlock! I know, it’s simply obvious).

So now when certain things happen, I handle them differently to the way I used to (obviously).

This came to me today, as it’s quite a poignant day for me. Well yesterday more so, as it was 4 years ago I left the UK and moved to Dobuy. And today is poignant as it was the day I arrived in my new life.

So yesterday and today my thoughts were about how God has a stinky sense of humor as I am in the same space, and with this I don’t mean physical space, as I was when I left 4 years ago. As I understand why, I am trying to laugh about it as opposed to let it get me down. I will work my way through it, learn the lessons, grow stronger and I know it will not happen again.

All part of life’s rich tapestry I guess. Sorry random waffle about stuff you already know.